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| 11:17am 24/06/2005 |
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mood:  optimistic music: Shakesdown - Revolver
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so i got some information about a job from one of the chicks i go to class with. She works there, and she loves it. From what she was telling me, its exactly what i want and need. So i called the lady about it, Shelby, and she was really nice. I asked if there was a time i could come in this weekend, talk to her, find out more about the job and turn in my resume... she took my name and number and gave it to Cindy, because shes the one who heads that department. Cindy is in an interview already at the moment, so i'm waiting for her to call me back.
But you know what that means?? They're looking for someone to hire. Cross your fingers.... I want to get this job so much. *sits impatiently with phone*
Its hard to believe that the last few weeks have boiled down to this moment... if i don't get this job... then its almost pointless. I'm running out of time because of Nicks deadline... god i wish i could get another month to look!!! *sigh* But if i get this job... all systems are go. if i dont, i'm going to keep looking.... but i won't find anything in time... and i'll have to stay home... which would suck major balls.
I'm going to go tear my hair out now from stress and inpatienceness |
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| I'm excited and scared shitless... |
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| 03:09pm 10/06/2005 |
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mood:  determined music: None
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So, i have an opportunity to move out of my house and move in with my friend and his brother, somewhere in the sacramento area... if i can get a better paying job, which i don't need much more, then BAM... i'm out of the house and in on my own... I'm really excited about it.. but i'm scared shitless because i'm afraid i won't make it... i've only got a month to make it...............
BUT DAMN IT!! I'm determained to make it work!!!
Wish me luck, cross your fingers!! I'm gunna make it! |
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| Dear Self, |
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| 11:30am 02/10/2003 |
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mood: determined music: none
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I wonder what you're doing now. Not litterally doing, but your overall direction in this frame of time. Do you even know what you're doing? Where you're going? You know that if you aim at nothing, you'll never miss. But is what you care about just making your target? Or is it winning the prize? You've got your arrow in a straight line, you just need to get on track.
You've only got a few shots at this. Unfortunatly you shot yourself in the foot once and barely aimed the second time. You're running out of chances. Aim for your target, Aim for your Bullseye.
Is it true that you have your eyes closed? Open them, you have a better chance that way. Good, can you see it now? There it is... Success. The dream of bettering yourself, making a good name for yourself as a physical therepist. Being the best you can be as to make a decent living.
Now you see your bullseye. Aim for it. Get yourself in line, start the steps to get there. Take your schooling more seriously, research what you need, pick your college and never give up. Make goals for yourself, make them reasonable. Don't aim high, aim straight.
Think you've got yourself aimed now? Think again. You're aim is slipping along with your schoolwork. You've got the motive, otherwise you wouldn't be standing infront of your target.. you'd be sitting in the stands, watching. You took the first step at least. You have your goal, you see it, you just need to clear your aim of distractions. Just get things settled, work on your school, make your plands and keep working hard.
Cause, if you miss this shot, you've only yourself to blame, and do you think you can afford to try again?
With Care and Determination,
Yourself. |
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